Writing this here, before I decide to go
I spent my whole life in comparisons. I don't work hard enough. I am tired after my job. I barely gym 3 times a week.
I lost JEE, landed a tier 2 CSE College, could have opted for tier 1, but no, I was blindfolded by my own ideas.
College was a poison, and tbh, I didn't worked hard enough, No Friends, rarely visited home because it was way more toxic.
In my whole life of 24 Years, I was always rejected, of course I could have worked more on gym, and my personality. But yeah, I thought giving everything to career, was necessary. I failed. 11 days to my birthday, currently 23, sigh..
It's been 2 months, my brain has given up, I don't want to wake up, I just want to leave soon.
I am alone, far away from home. I seek love, even though I don't love myself, just full of disgust the moment I look myself.
I just wish, I don't take this step, and I see a light through this. This is a never ending puzzle.
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- Talk with your parents
- Hit gym atleast 5 days a week
- Indulge in more outside activities instead of stay alone in room, just go outside
- Spend time doing things which you love
You’re just 23 bhai, there is so much to do in life. If you think you are only one suffering so its a big NO, everyone in this world is suffering. There are people outside sleeping on road, begging but still going with what they have in life. Just work hard and enjoy your life
U... still alive bud 💀?
Life is way beyond the career. You are doing way better than most of the population of this country. I come from tier-2 city and i have seen people around me who works so hard and struggle so much just to make ends meet. People of our age, starts with just 10k-15k per month with no proper career ahead but they still dont give up. So if you are thinking you have failed in life, no brother you have done a great job so far and I believe you will do even better. Just hold up and believe in yourself.