Fucked up life!

25M here. Dreamt of joining a nice college and have amazing friends and create memories. But was forced to join into a waste college where we're the first batch of that branch in our city. I was zoned out for all 4years and made no friends. Thought I could cover up all the fun by doing masters. But my dad passed away in my 4th year and I couldnt afford college. We just have 10L savings, no house, no car, no property. Later I thought I could do whatever I want after getting job and getting paid. Joined accenture with 6.5LPA and its been 4years and stuck at 9.4LPA. I had to spend for my own expenses in hyd and also send money to mom for her living. This year I struggled since January to switch company and dropped papers without any offer and cracked a 20LPA offer. I just realized I still cant even buy my fav bike continental gt 650 which costs 4L. I realized that even if I cracked FAANG level companies next year and get high package, i still have to save for tlmy twin sisters marriage and start a house a loan. I guess this never ends. Sometimes I feel like leaving everything and living life somewhere far by my own. But even that I cant do, as I have a dependant mother.

WHAT A FUCKED UP LIFE!!