I broke a chair after I got rejected by grofers during my college placements... Interview was too embarassing, I was out of my depth and I killed myself in that interview. Lol one interviewer woman was laughing. I just couldn't accept the scene and threw my chair hard.
But wow as it turned out, they withdrew offers for those that got placed in grofers.
Anyway, I got into depression later during lateral switch when I was trying for foreign jobs. There is soo much randomness. Interview were a cakewalk, but after that I always got rejected, 3-4 times.
Anyway now, I am getting more salary in India than what I would have got it I went to London.
Just give it time, and hold on to things that give your life meaning & learn from mistakes