Depression at peaks
27F ..It's been 5 years , every year gave me different kind of problems 2021 April i lost my mother i used to work at capg thats the first time in my life i came to know what is anxiety panic attacks mood swings it took me a year to come back to normal 2022 April i switched to ibm with 100% hike may be the only good thing I did and few months were good one old friend proposed me and I felt like I found my love but within a month I lost my father in sep 2022 and he broked up with me in November 2022 I am the only daughter then relatives headache has started i have seen worst days at my cousins hone although I don't want to live there 2023 jan i got engaged since he is from US i voluntarily came to bench marraige is in may 2023 but it got cancelled because of boys mother ego problem and I was on bench and I rejected every project since 2 months i was kept on PIP i thought I will leave India and didn't took any proj but very difficulty i got a proj and then I came to know my tenant has filed a case on me did forgery of my father's signature for 16 lakhs on promissory note that was the peak time of depression i was all alone and no supporting friends or relatives the project i got was horrible and again back to bench in Jan 2024 this time i took one support proj on shift basis and 1 and half year i had health issues then and in did little travel for some famius temples and again in 2025 june i am bench due to extreme health issues 2025 june again i got some match and they just passed the time for 3 months ans nothing happened i taught of switching company but due to alliance i didn't and again now feb 2026 i am on bench Seriously coming to bench is making me depress i am unable to concentrate on personal life and professional life i have very less friemds to talk and no family support at all instead of supporting it is being a negative support i really dont understand Where it is leading to i have consulted many astrologers visited many holy places (12 Jyotirlinga, 16 shaktipeetas, chardam etc) and for my mental health everything i do some or other activity but still nothing is working i lost interst in all my hobbies and intersts now I dont get exited to anything i haven't seen myself happy in 5 years and a lot of negativity around me everyone's judges and compares to their pain and say yours is nothing i dont feel anything right now but just surving things something good might happen tomorrow 😇
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Go and consult a good doctor (psychiatrist) instead, and take medication and treatment. That will actually help
You have faced so much, terrible happenings. Stay strong, Best wishes. And Join some product based organisation, no stupid Bench aspect there. If you are ok with Hyderabad location job (Hybrid), you can DM me.
Also, just 27 yrs age, so you shouldn’t bother about marriage at all right now. I think that is a non-issue right now. In fact, indulging in marriage talks will be a mistake at this point (keeping in mind your complex situation).
Believe in yourself, listen RAP motivation songs, Hit the gym , Eat well, Control stress & every thing gona be alright slowly slowly. There is up’s & down in life . There is always hope next door.
This shall too pass, i really hope you get your good days very soon and that too for life long. You already have gone through a tough phase, and all I want only good things to happen for you.
In this case, I request you to go out for a solo trip or a group trip with new people. Trust me it is very important to divert our mind and make ourselves feel relaxed.
First of all more energy and positivity to you. You've gone through so much in life. Don't be in a hurry for marriage. Concentrate on your health first then grow in your job after which everything will come to you!
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He is a good astrologer , he can definitely help you go through this.
Be Strong!
Just move on..and go with the flow.. Everything will fall in place..
More power to you. Thanks for sharing, it take efforts to put this much. Try to have some good colleagues they can be helpful. If you have good earnings get married if not, try to get a good switch and then get married with some decent fellow.
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Holy fuck. Good luck mam, hope you'll eventually make it.